I really try to bear with you, i really do.I try ever so hard, but my efforts always come up short.
In the end, i get really pissed off, and i start becoming someone i never wish to be.
I start ignoring people around me, and if a question is asked, i give a snappy reply.
Sometimes, when you ask me for help, i really hesitate.
As i don't want to seem mean, i help you anyway.
But today it was the last straw.
I can't stand it anymore.
I hold it back so often, i feel as if i'm going to burst.
I always try not to let others know how i'm feeling inside,
to try put on a happy front.
I realise now, that by doing that, it only makes it worse.
Maybe it's time to stop being the nice one.
Abigail C.