Sometimes i wish that everything would go back to the way it was, when everything and everyone were less complicated. When we were carefree and happy-go-lucky. Sometimes i think about the past and laugh it off, and now i realise how much memories mean to me. Sometimes i have to tell myself what i tell my friends, that 'when it's dark, you can see the stars' and that 'We just gotta believe in ourselves' when i don't even believe myself when i say it. I try telling myself, that all i'm doing will pay off some day. Some day. But now i don't even think it's going to come. I'm sick of pretending that i don't know anything. I'm sick of holding my feelings back. I'm sick of pretending. Absoloutely sick of it. I just need someone to convince me that i'm worth it. That i'm worth the trouble. Just one person. Just one. Please.